Just ükspäev tahtsin kirjutada kui õnnelik ma olen. Hämmastav , kui kiiresti kõik võib muutuda. Mul on hetkel tunne, et terve mu maailm on kokku varisenud või kuidas öelda. See on kohutavalt raske tunne. Aga see on nii tuttav.
Täna öösel saatsime õde Hollandisse tagasi. See kujunes väga väga raskeks. Ma arvasin, et ma ei ole selline , kes sellistes olukordades pisaraid valab, aga näed...tegime seda lausa koos õega. Ja just see kõik muudab olukorra veel raskemaks. Igatsen teda ka.
Ma ei saa aru , miks ma üritan end koguaeg tõestada öeldes asju, mida ma tegelikult öelda ei taha...mida ma kõige vähem tahaksin.
Ma istun praegu kottpimedas toas, kõrvaklappides kõlab muusika ja süles läpakas. Tavaliselt ma nii ei teeks, sest ma ju siiski kardan kohutavalt pimedust, aga mul on praegu tohutult üksõik.
Ma ei taha, et kõik jälle nii läheks!!!!
Strain this chaos, turn it into light
I've got to see you one last night
Before the lions take their share
Leave us in pieces, scattered everywhere
Just give me a chance to hold on
Just give me something to hold onto
It's so clear now that you are all that I have
I have no fear 'cause you are all that I have
You're cinematic, razor sharp
A welcome arrow through the heart
Under your skin feels like home
Electric shocks on aching bones
Give me a chance to hold on
Give me a chance to hold on
Give me a chance to hold on
Just give me something to hold onto
It's so clear now that you are all that I have
I have no fear 'cause you are all that I have
It's so clear now that you are all that I have
I have no fear 'cause you are all that I have
There is a darkness deep in you
A frightening magic I cling to
Give me a chance to hold on
Give me a chance to hold on
Give me a chance to hold on
Just give me something to hold onto
It's so clear now that you are all that I have
I have no fear now you are all that I have
It's so clear now that you are all that I have
I have no fear now you are all that I have
Snow patrol!
